Willingness Without Action is Just Fantasy

Between you and me, the last few days have been a challenge for me. I’m not in a good place in my recovery at all. I have no idea why. It’s been one of those “as long as I don’t use or drink today then I’ll take it”, however it feels like I’m just empty inside, if that makes sense. The good news is that during these last few days drinking and using has not popped in my head at all as far as a solution. I mean, I know what to do, which basically is do nothing and let this thing ride out. But it just feels weird.

This is me when I am in a bad spot in my recovery!
This is me when I am in a bad spot in my recovery!

I know, I know its all about me right!!!

j

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8 thoughts on “Willingness Without Action is Just Fantasy

  1. Hi love the photo….all this blogging is new to me.
    Hang in there, I know that emptiness well…
    For me my connection to my higher power (for me its Universal love God, Goddess, whatever) is the only thing that can fill that emptiness…

    1. That’s Kenny Boy our Doxie, he loves to steal the show!! Yeah you’re right, I think I am lacking my connection to my higher power, or in my case my morning meditations that I have been missing, thanks for reading!!

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