So sometimes I have no idea what I am going to blog about. Like today, no clue. I have not been to a meeting in about ten days. I am going to try to go to one at noon. I also have been working on a manuscript for the better part of 3 years. A
Category: substance abuse
To have hope, one must be hopeless To want help, one must be in trouble To want to live, one must want to die And to recover, one must find themselves in the darkest days of addiction. Jrvaldes
5. Cravings I realized today, that after nearly fourteen months of sobriety, the craving for alcohol and dope has finally left. The physical torture that starts in my stomach and flows to my throat, mouth and nose has finally dissolved only to be swalloed by the pits of my bladder. I felt the cravings would
The warm makes my tattoos sizzle, Thank ya Lord for no drizzle. The sun bearing on my face, Maybe I’m just out of place. I lean outside on my rock, Bare feet, without socks. The dry earth between my toes, Allowing the day to unfold!
So this morning while on my paper route, this kid, maybe a young teenager, asked me to borrow my phone outside a gas station. I told him sure, make it quick, Im working. As soon as I hand him my Iphone, my mind starts racing. Where’s his phone, everyone has a phone these days, my
Over a year clean and sober and I still run into people who ask me if I can score for them! Crazy.
“This Too Shall Pass”
My notebook is so slow. Like, “I’m glad my life doesn’t depend on it slow!” I uh, decided not to apply for the delivery service job. The hours are perfect, and the days are Monday through Friday and we do need the extra money, however…I just dont feel like working every single day. So I
The homeless-old man ask me if I could spare some change. “I’m not going to lie, I’m going to buy a beer with it,” he said proudly. In a way, I respected that, and in a way, I was jealous. Drinking first thing in the morning use to be a trait of mine. I pulled
On January 13, 2014 I hit one year clean and sober. It feels great. Sober.